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Thursday, September 09, 2004

post 100...

ode to Schwannoma


i am the darkness
from inside
i am part of you
i am you
you are me
we need each other
i am new
but as old as time
i have not always been here
i have, but not in this state
i am born of the darkness
your darkness
and that is where I feed
you nourish me
you need me
and I need you
you try to reject me
but you don’t know how
self destruction
your means of finding me
identifying me
but this is my food
this is what makes me strong
stronger than you
you begin to destroy yourself
irrational and unexplained
everyone sees
what I want them to see
they don’t see me
it’s you
and your darkness they see
not me
I will feed off you
you destroy yourself
to destroy me
but it makes me grow
strong
stronger than you
i am darkness
i am you

3 Comments:

Destonian said...

my... i think i feel a song comming on!

good stuff - nicely done on a successfull blog! keep it up, i almost stopped last week. i also almost had a phsycic girlfriend, but she left me before we met.

10:30 AM  
Anonymous said...

men den är borta nu. finns inte mer. inte längre en del av dig. finns inte heller någon anledning till självdestruktivt beteende. det är inte du. våga släpp in allt det vackra och ljusa i ditt liv. då kommer kärleken. jag vet det. du är en av dom finaste människor jag känner. du vet det.

11:29 AM  
Anonymous said...

Whit's this? Nae reference tae the drink! Ye cannae get away wi' this kind a' Fu-O-Angst po-es-ie stuff withoot paying hommage tae the bevvy. It's the bevvy that keeps us oan oor toes, keeps us fae the wearisome clutches o' Baby Jesus an the like! Give credit whear credits due!

6:31 PM  

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